I find it pretty impossible to listen to OK Computer without crying. I don't know why, but i think it has something to do with the obvious beauty of the music, and how lonely it makes me feel. I think you can feel affinity with Radiohead when you listen to it, and at the same time feel totally alienated from the world. It makes you feel understood, whilst reminding you how totally alone you are. It's one of my favorite albums and always something I play when I feel a bit lost, because it reminds me who I am.
I'm going back to Uni tomorrow. I am glad I'll be seeing my friends and am looking forward to some nights out in London. Hopefully this feeling of fear and loss will back up a bit. I don't really know why I feel so strange, cause I've had the most wonderful holidays, but I guess I'll realise what I'm looking for when I find it.
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