DREAMSCAPE

After a few healthy drug free weeks before christmas, I have returned to the 'i need drugs to enjoy everything' mind frame and don't intend on leaving it for a little while. The fucking idiots I know at Uni are far too upsetting to even consider being friends with so I need something to take my mind off the fact that I have about 4 friends here (although they're pretty fucking rad friends) and also the fact that I'm at Uni at all which still kind of makes me cringe. 

I'm Fucking Loving...

Nights in getting retarded

Charlie Brooker's Screenwipe (marry me please Charlie B ?)

The Virgin Suicides (for the millionth time)

The Lost Boys (for the millionth time)

My new ridiculous leather jacket which I haven't yet worn outside but which makes me feel like a Biker Mouse from Mars

Pivot's new album, Oh Soundtrack My Heart (which i bought on vinyl on a whim, cause my CD players bust, and am now totally glad I did)

Smashing Pumpkins (eternally)

Eastenders (yeah I know, but it's gripping when you feel like a total mong and can't handle anything else)

AIDS wolf (yes, a fucking Nathan Barley-ish name but awesome silly music for when you're angry)

M83 Kim&Jessie remixes SO GOOD

The heater I apparently have always had in my room which is blaring out some nice warmth right now, and which my housemate has told me not to turn on for fear of heating bills, hahaha yeah riiight 

I'm Fucking Hating...

My stupid fucking housemates waking me up with their retarded fucking keyboards at 2am when I'm on the come down from hell and their guffawing sounds like disabled children watching The Chuckle Brothers

Financial woes

Not having friends all around me who you know will always come round at the drop of a hat for spliffs and tea and bitching and company

Sarah from Hollyoaks. She is boring, ugly, scarred, annoying, whiney, stupid, conceited, ugly, unbelievable as a character, immature, not cool enough to ever lez off with Zoe (who is much cooler than her OBVS) and generally po faced and SO FUCKING HOLLYOAKS (please someone give me a pill to make me stop watching it, its like crack)

My CD player being fucked : (