MEGAMIX MASTERPIECE

I think i prefer music to people, which is handy, cause I don't have any friends.

Epsom is as dull as ever however I am reminding myself why I'm here and what all this is about and enjoying some phat tunes. The boys are all out and I am singing with wild abandon and drinking Vodka and Tropical juice which is fit. Unpacking it crap but i like my things which is happy. ALL TOGETHER NOW "INFOOOORRRRRMEEEEEEEERRRR!" I love Snow. yep. 

"...and if you ever get lonely, just go to the record store and visit your friends"

MATERIAL GIRL

I am a student and when we get our loans we buy things. Recently I have bought....

ONE red dress, pussy bow, tea-style.

ONE black dress, dotty, tea-style.

TWO records, Kim&Jessie - M83, Oh Soundtrack My Heart - Pivot, BOTH AMAZING.

THREE pairs of black flats. leather pumps, boring. lace up plimpsols, dull. patent loafers, chavvy/great.

EARINGS, dangly, hippie style and pretty. Pairs, TWO.

BROWN bag, fringed, braided strap, suede(ish).

BRIGHT NEON PINK earmuffs which aren't as shit as they sound.

BLAZER, tartan, lapels, shoulder pads. NUFF SED.

I'm drinking green tea out of a tea cup as an ode to my Mother, who i miss a bit. I always feel like a traitor to myself when i get attached to her as it normally ends badly, but for now I miss her and hope her promises of a visit are not pipe dreams. 

FITTER, HAPPIER, MORE PRODUCTIVE

I find it pretty impossible to listen to OK Computer without crying. I don't know why, but i think it has something to do with the obvious beauty of the music, and how lonely it makes me feel. I think you can feel affinity with Radiohead when you listen to it, and at the same time feel totally alienated from the world. It makes you feel understood, whilst reminding you how totally alone you are. It's one of my favorite albums and always something I play when I feel a bit lost, because it reminds me who I am.

I'm going back to Uni tomorrow. I am glad I'll be seeing my friends and am looking forward to some nights out in London. Hopefully this feeling of fear and loss will back up a bit. I don't really know why I feel so strange, cause I've had the most wonderful holidays, but I guess I'll realise what I'm looking for when I find it. 

QUITE EXCITING

THIS FRIDAY @ CIRCUS 

PEACHES DJ SET

THE LAST DAYS OF DECADENCE, 145 SHOREDITCH HIGH STREET

9.30 - 2.30 

Was meant to be going to Fabric for Caspa&Rusko but might have to catch this first cause I LOVE PEACHES.

YOUTH IS WASTED ON THE YOUNG

I don't want to grow up. 

CHECK IT OUT

Pivot is a band you should check out if you like Battles.

Ken Park is a movie you should check out if you liked Kids.

BBC4 is a TV channel you should check out if you like More4.

FACT is a magazine you should check out if you liked Vice.

SKIN GRAFT RECORDS needs to be checked out regardless of what you like.

ILLOGICAL

When I was young, it seemed that life was so wonderful,
A miracle, oh it was beautiful, magical.
And all the birds in the trees, well theyd be singing so happily,
Joyfully, playfully watching me.
But then they send me away to teach me how to be sensible,
Logical, responsible, practical.
And they showed me a world where I could be so dependable,
Clinical, intellectual, cynical.

There are times when all the worlds asleep,
The questions run too deep
For such a simple man.
Wont you please, please tell me what weve learned
I know it sounds absurd
But please tell me who I am.

Now watch what you say or theyll be calling you a radical,
Liberal, fanatical, criminal.
Wont you sign up your name, wed like to feel youre
Acceptable, respecable, presentable, a vegtable!

At night, when all the worlds asleep,
The questions run so deep
For such a simple man.
Wont you please, please tell me what weve learned
I know it sounds absurd
But please tell me who I am.